Martha

This holiday, I will be so busy doing things....

When my mother annouced that someone must work from 5pm-7pm, I know I have already lost the luxury of availability. And when my sister, decided to work at levis, I know that, I will have to be a planning monster. To have to plan my time well, so as to slot in whatever I can for my ministry. The truth is, when my mom says, 5-7 it's not really 5-7. I just really pray that God will make a way for me, to do the best I can to extend his Kingdom.

Somehow, it's really just how, he sees me through each thick and thin and the cascading warm assurance that he envelopes as I prayed and read his word, that convicts me. I can still go on. I'm constantly reminded of beauty chase, and what it stood for. Perhaps, it has come to a point, of which I stop asking the people around me, do you understand me? Do you like really understand. For at the end of day, I too, is unable to fathom the thoughts of the people around. Instead of getting insecure of what other perceive of ourself, why not, just ask the simple question, what does he thinks? After all, isn't the audience of one we are living for?

Saying so, does that mean that we have an excuse to be insensitive to the needs of others, or their feelings? Doing that, will only make us fail to "love thy neighbour like thyself" . The art of human relatioship is intricate, delicate. I'm still learning, still growing. Perhaps, all should learn more to accept rather than to expect. And perhaps, at the end of day, let's all not be too hard on ourself, have a laugh, life goes on. We learn to be better.

I'm very touched, by the various acts of generosity from my girls, during my economic crisis. I actually survived the week without allowance. But God still provides. Thank God!

My dreams for God is audacious, indeed, yet I know,they are achievable, I will continue my chase, till this chapter close and I say it is done. Yet I know another chapter will open. Till then, it's still beauty chase.